
Happy 7th Monthsary in advance <:
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Surprise to see me post so early ?
Know why ? Cause maybe this's my last post to him (:
I guesss there's no more post anymore , (:
Not because i give up , is because i admit imma a loser , a big big big big loser O: ! (Y)
Hahaha , a big loser that lose my friends , gan's & even (^oo^) !
Woohooo , what am i suppose to do now ?
Imma feeling very very very down , i give up , people says me hongster (: ! Which is not , cause they don't know what actually i wanna do (: !
Anyway , imma goanna stop saying this & post for you (: !
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Dearest (^oo^) ,
Happy 7th monthsary in advance , i can't believe what i saw is real (: ! Thanks for the 7th monthsary present , i'll remember deeply ,
Imma much more not goanna find boyf anymore , not because imma stupid , is imma having phobia already , it's enough my dear , don't make me jealous anymore (: !
Cause i broke down like fuck ,
From now on , imma not goanna celebrate my birthday on every year anymore . Trust me , i won't (: !
Imma goanna skip my meals , imma goanna drink , imma not goanna concentrate in anything , without you , imma nothing anymore (: !
Imma going play with ~~ Hahah , it's fun . Imma sorry ~ (: !
Pherhaps , from nao on , whatever i did to my own self , you don't have to care , don't have to know (: !
Even if one day i landed in hospital maybe because of you , you don't have to visit me too .
Cause imma no longer yours , no longer you baby , girlf , piggy wifey , silly (: !
Imma no longer important to you anymore , throw me one side alright ? (: !
Imma not there to pei you anymore , do takecare , sleep well , eat well , don't skip lunch . On the way to work , please be careful (: !
Cause imma leaving you sooon , very very very very very soon (: !
Hehehehe ,
Once again , happy 7th monthsary , iloveyou very very much , if i don't , i won't be crying from 11am till now , non-stop .
Lastly , this is the last time i'll say to you ,
Dearest (^oo^) , iloveyoudeeply , imissyoubadly , (':
& -onelasttighlyhugstoyou- (L)